Being the Oldest...

I think the hardest thing I ever had to be was the oldest child. Why?

So many responsibilities…

Endless expectations…

So many you could let down…

Someone always looking up to you…

Acting sure when you’re so unsure...

Being strong when you want to cry…

Giving an answer for things you can’t truly explain…

Being an example so those behind you will have an example...

Doing the right thing when you sometimes want to be the baby...

Being the bigger person…

Protecting them...

Defending them…

Teaching them how to tie their shoes...

Encouraging them...

Helping them pick their clothes...

Sharing your things with them...

Sharing your friendships with them…

Pulling Pranks on them...

Having to take them everywhere you go…

Holding them when they cry or get in trouble…

Telling them it will be ok and things will be better…

Always having to hear “You’re the oldest “or “You’re responsible for your brother or sister”

Letting them know you love them...

Being the oldest …

You can’t shelter them anymore.

You can’t protect them anymore.

You can’t make decisions for them anymore.

You have to let them live their life and hope for the best.

Sometimes you feel like a parent but you’re just the oldest.

You pray to God they never forget the things you taught them.

You hope they learned something from you.

You hope they walk with God and talk to God. Rely on God as you tried to show them.

Through it all...you've became true friends.

Being the oldest…

You will never stop worrying, caring, being overbearing, expecting more, seeing all their true potential, their abilities, and hoping they see it too.

Being the Oldest- is a lifetime job.

~Prophetess~

Prayer & Worship NOW!

John 4:24, "God is a Spirit and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth."


I have been spending my days worshiping God and in prayer. There is a need right now for worship and interceding for God's people. We must take the time now to spend as much time as we can in worship.  Allow God to speak through you and to you. He will begin to reveal purpose, answering your why & why not's, and he will send the comforter to bring peace in the atmosphere. Worship will not only bring you closer to God and allow you to hear him the more but God will answer quickly! Authentic genuine worship comes from the heart so start in your home, at work, in the car, any and every where. Worship the Lord! For he is God all by himself!

Psalms 99:5 Exalt the LORD our God; worship at his footstool! Holy is he!

Psalms 95:6 Oh come, let us worship and bow down; let us kneel before the LORD, our Maker!

We should even take the time to kneel in his presences. We kneel to acknowledge is Kingdom position. We are so unworthy of his essence and his glory but he shows up every time. Women of God spend this week in Prayer & Worship. Make sure to Fast as you are in prayer and worship! This mixture will release supernatural things into your life. This is confuse the enemy and change lives.

James 4:8 Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you…

Begin to call out, yell out, shout, dance, and give God the greatest worship from your heart. Just adore him for being God and petition in prayer for those you know in need of it the most. At the end of your prayer ask God to cover your house and family. Ask God to stir up the gifts in your life this very hour. Ask God to remove every impurity, remove every negative thought, and saturate you with his anointing to carry. His glory has greater weight than any burden your bare.

Psalms 29:2 Ascribe to the LORD the glory due his name; worship the LORD in the splendor of holiness.

This song has really working on me this week. My Desire by William McDowell: